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Wednesday, November 15, 2006

In A Whole New Light

 Morning is dawning here in my heart. My eyes are fluttering behind my closed lids and the Light is shining around me. My eye lids begin to open, my eyes adjusting to the Light. A new day dawns and my heart is full of love for Him. His warmth surrounds me and I long to find more hours to spend with Him to get to know Him better. My Father is revealing Himself to me through the pages of His love letter and through the knowledge of those words found within my heart.

You see, I have known my Father since my early childhood. We've always had a very special relationship. He's been there with me through all manner of joys and sorrows. I learned about what a little girl's relationship with her Daddy should be like by learning about and knowing Him.

Today is a new day. I am still His little girl, but He has transformed me from girl to wife and mother. As a mother I am basking in the joy of growing in my knowledge of Him as Father, a gentle Shepherd of His flock. What a glorious awakening, an answer to prayer for wisdom from above.

In recent days my Father has shown me His grief over my hurts that are incurred when I fail to obey His Word. He is opening my eyes to His compassion and mercy, gently nudging my heart towards the same compassion and mercy for my children when my word is disobeyed and hurts result. In my sinful, fleshly weakness I have responded in anger instead of compassion when tears fall and cries are heard. In humility I confess my sin before my Father knowing His forgiveness is complete. His restoration is perfect. His powerful Spirit resides in me, enabling me to be changed into His likeness.

More and more days are happening like this and I praise the God who created me and my children. He is guiding me, showing me more of who He is and how to be more like Him. I am humbled by His grace. I am grateful for His answer to my prayer. I am encouraged to continue to pray and request His wisdom in all matters because He hears and answers. The eyes of my heart are seeing Him in a whole new light.
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Oh, how I know the whole acting out in the flesh!  I'm sure we all do.  We just have to start out every morning seeking Him so that hopefully He will be our focus all day.  (((HUGS)))

Posted 11/22/2006 12:00 PM by winkies6 - reply

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Isn't He amazing? Been thinking of you tons lately, kiddo. Are you finding it harder to get about these days ..... it's SO near now. :D I can't wait to hear all about this new little person!
Posted 12/1/2006 11:18 AM by javadawn - reply

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Dearest Dawn,
Yes, a bit harder - I don't fit through the same sized openings anymore. :) I had to laugh at the grocery store when I couldn't get between the cart and the magazine rack to unload the groceries. Thankfully the checker was an older man who just smiled. I had to laugh. I don't really get a big belly when I'm pregnant - long torso and a propensity for gaining wait in my rear and legs, let me tell ya, make me not even have a hint of the pregnant look until at least 7 months. Until then I guess I just look fat. ;)

Anyway, been sick here, all of us. So far I've got it worst. Thankfully there is a wonderful little munchkin here who is more than happy to keep herself occupied with her toys in her room while mama lays on the couch in there. Even an hour a day has been helping tremendously, also just giving myself the freedom to rest and not worry about the mounting (albeit clean) laundry or empty boxes or whatever that needs tending. I have company coming to visit for a day in less than a week and I'm not really worried about it. :) She is coming to see me. :)
So, I've been pretty quiet online and haven't tended my duties faithfully online either, I do plan to resume one day. ;)

Thanks for checking in. :)
Posted 12/1/2006 12:44 PM by andwe_areoff - reply


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